i really want the life i live to be full. Full of energy, life itself and hope and good solid right! i get hit in the face with the devil and i deny the feeling. I am blessed. beyond anything that can be defined. I have the best friend everyone has ever wanted, the best granny ever and the friends that are there are amazing to even deal with me. I grow in myself constantly; knowing my faults and not taking critique personally. I need no one but God but haave so many more. There are no ideas that can compare to the rollercoaster that is my life. i feel and it feels surreal. but i am happy in it.

I get no other chance and i need none.. i am happy in it. and i will rejoice and be glad...