When you take the time to write about something, sometimes it really takes a little out of you. Replaced thoughts. Replaced feelings, emotions. I want to write for a purpose. I want to put something out there that will jumpp off of the page and smack someone in the face and make them laugh or cry or just make them feel it really. I was watching this movie and in it there was this blogger and she really affected people with it and all she did was cook. Really? But, the thing is she had a purpose. She started something and she finished it. Apparently that was nother normal routine; starting something and finishing it, nor is it mine.

I need an idea, a mission, a goal. Inside the Goals I have now. A short term goal. Somethign that I love and that I can write about daily. This is going to take a minute though. I need to keep my eyes and ears open for something that intrigues me. I am a type of critic, but I am not sure that is where I want to go with it. Something fun, exiting. Something that is very local. Something I can discribe with Pizzazz. Something that will make you want to read it.

I read. The books that i like the most are the ones that make me laugh, like I am getting inside the Character. I always feel, while I am reading, that I am right there with them. I was just there shadow really. There the whole time just not noticed. Laughing with them and going to dinner wth them. I just look foward tothe day that I am abe to come across the way they do. I will get there. I know that I will.

Well, here is to trying to find a short term goal. An Interest that is not going to take me 5 years to complete. Something to accel on that I can create myself.